Pencils in the Eye

Oh, wow. Already broke my 'commitment.' Well, I'm obviously too busy to be writing every single day, so just more often then...
Today it's going to have to be breif 'cause I actually am pretty busy. So I had another weird dream last night. They seem to come up whenever I feel down or sad. This one started off with me sitting on the couch. It seemed to have been at least five days in the future because I was thinner, prettier, and I had my laptop beside me. I recall playing the Sims 2, with a red-headed sim named Veronica. Don't ask me why I remembered something so useless. I had both navy blue pillows from my bed supporting my left side and was poised with my legs lying on top of each other. As usual, the left one was numb. I was wrapped from the waist down in a quilt my grandmother made for me when I was ten.
It appeared to be around 10P.M. when the dream got hazy. I remember being informed by Rachael, a friend of mine, that her brother Josh would be coming to my house. I was slightly shaken, because nobody else was home, and apparently, my sub-concious just finds Josh creepy. The dreams then skips to me openning the front door. He enters and follows me into the backroom, despite my attempts at avoiding him. It skips again to him laying on his back, me on top and also on my back. We were fighting. He was taking a blue, lead-drawn mechanical pencil and stabbing me in the stomach, over and over. All the while I was struggling to get away.
We were then leaning over Haley's bed, where I got the pencil away from him. I took it and started stabbing his head. Then I looked over - once again - my left shoulder, and aimed for his eyes. They looked retarded thinking back now, but at the time, the fact they were crossed and spinning wildly was terrifying. I stabbed him twice in his - again - left eye, right if it were his own. The second time it hit his pupil. I then struggled to stab the right.
The dream fades again. I'm back on my couch. I remember, in the dream, remembering Josh screaming. Horrifying. I was playing on my laptop again when either I called Rachael or she called me, though I believe I called her. I asked her, "So, is Josh blind or anything?" and she responded, almost light-heartedly, "Yep. He's permenantly blind in his left (though technically the one I stabbed thouroughly was the right) eye."
The dream was eerie because of how entirely lightly everything was taken. I woke up feeling really unsettled. I still do. But alas, I have to go. Bye.